Archive for February, 2010

February 8, 2010

Monday, February 8th, 2010

For those of you in East Tennessee, have you had enough rain yet??? We are scheduled for more rain tonight, on top of already flooded ground. There are rock slides galore, another one on Highway 85 this morning, 2 on Hwy 64. I expect there will be more to follow with all of this rain on top of ground so wet you could stick a straw in it and drink. We live in a flood zone from Chestuee Creek. Actually I think that creek floods all the way through McMinn and Polk Counties. The backside of our property floods when the creek does, but the majority of the property is not in any danger of flooding at all, especially the house with us being up on the hill. The only problem it really causes for us is not being able to get to work very easily. The roads all flood, Bigfoot Road floods at the one lane bridge, the connector road to Goodsprings Road floods badly, I zigzag back and forth over this creek all the way to work and usually end up backing up and going several ways before I can find a passable road. Then if it rains most of the day I constantly think about the best way to get home. Getting stranded at home would be a good thing, not being able to get home would throw me into a menopausal panic breakdown. LOL But back to the rain, we are expecting more. I hope it dries out enough to turn the garden over soon. I will need to get the cabbage and Brussels sprouts in the ground while it is cold and the potatoes in the ground before the Spring Rains come.

There is much pig talk going on around the farm as of late. We are getting excited about the idea of having a few pigs, one a feeder and one for breeding. With the excitement comes a bit of nervous thought as well. We just hope we build the pen strong enough and make the whole thing pig happy enough to keep them inside and not have any risk of them venturing outside. One because of the damage it could do to our garden and two because I think our neighbors up behind us are the kind of country folk that are really city folk but like the idea of having a $250,000 house in the country, with a fancy little yard (excuse me “lawn” cuz that’s what you have when you are rich, yards are for poor folks). Those types of folks don’t have gardens, or farm animals or any animal actually, they don’t even read farm magazines or anything but may have like a Hobby Farm magazine in a $150 magazine rack by the front door. Their boot mat on the front porch is cleaner than it was when they bought it from a catalog and the dinner bell on the porch never gets rung. ROFL, I ring my dinner bell if Chris is out working and supper is done. No need in wasting that 2 bucks we spent on it at a yard sale. LOL But anyways, I don’t figure they’d take to kindly to a couple of fat chubbies chewing up their freshly mowed “lawn”. So our goal is to be extra cautious and make sure the pen is sturdy and those hoglets are happy little things.

I am hearing more and more that folks are losing meat to the weather. It just is not cold enough anymore for hams to hang in a root cellar for a winter and a half, or a year when needed. The hams are just not lasting that long. I was talking to Don last night and he told me of a cousin or someone that lost a bunch of good meat to the weather this year. I know my own deer hams did not fair well. So we talked about other things you can do. For one we are going to get that smoke house built as soon as we can this year. That will certainly help. Also there is the method of placing choice cuts of meat in a sugar cure or salt cure. Take out what you need and only what you need at the time. He said his Mama use to can as much of the hog as she could, sausage, tenderloins, chops, you name it, she canned it. So I figure when we slaughter said hog, we will be very busy rendering lard, canning meat and trying to figure out the best way to prepare it for winter usage. After all, I do want a nice hunk of meat to fix when one of you comes to visit. We do not buy much meat and I surely do miss pork. It is my favorite meat and I love some good chops or country ham, maybe even some bacon or hocks in my beans or soup. So we are looking forward to this new experience and although I can be sure there will me some mistakes and such, hopefully it will be a positive experience, for us and the hogs….well….for one of the hogs at least, the other will eventually not be caring what kind of experience it had, but it will at least be happy and healthy with plenty of food to eat while it is here.

We got Lakota on Friday and she spent the night She is reading Dolly Parton’s autobiography for an essay at school. She read almost the entire time she was there. We had nice fresh eggs, some bacon, toast and fried potatoes for breakfast. After dropping her off at home Saturday, we picked up Perrin for the night. We stopped by and had a visit with Don and Johnny on the way home and that was nice. Perrin played with the old metal cars Johnny keeps in a box in the closet. We talked about everything there was to talk about before we headed home. I absolutely adore both of them and can honestly not think of better people on this Earth. They both have the biggest hearts and I like to listen to them and learn from them because between the two of them I reckon they know just about everything. Perrin always liked visiting them as well. He was so excited to spend the night at the Broken House. He certainly does love the house and I am always so happy that he loves to come to see us, spend time with us and enjoy being in the house. He wanted to sleep on the cot that Lakota gets to sleep on, which is strange because he usually wants to sleep in the bed with us. He fell asleep almost as soon as he was covered up and slept all night so peacefully. Sunday morning Chris left for church with Don and I stayed home with Perrin. After donning his overalls, he discovered his cowboy hat. Not long afterwards he found a rope Chris had bought at the auction. I cut a piece of it off and made him a lasso and for 3 ½ hours that child played cowboy non stop. He tied my feet up, tied them to the bathroom door and the antique cabinet. A red straight back chair from the kitchen became his bull, after it was his “moose” for a few hours. Then he realized cowboys did not really have a moose, so it turned into his bull. He fought off Indians and rode that bull across the mountain. He turned from a good cowboy to a mean one in a second and tied people to railroad tracks and fought off wolves and bears that came form under the bed and behind the wood heater. He roped his bull over and over and lassoed my feet, then tried to pull me across the “mountain”. He had a blast. Chris came home and within minutes he had on his overalls and Perrin tied him to the railroad tracks. He pretended to be a train coming as well. He asked his Papaw to tie him up on his bull and so that was completed in seconds. He was having a blast and I just thought he was adorable. I snapped a few pictures of him before I took him home.

After returning home to the silence of the house, I was already missing them both. Oh I wonder sometimes what it would be like to have a houseful of youngins to bring life to that old house. 6, 8 or even 12 of them running around, trying to carry water for the whole lot of ‘em, cooking for the huge family, trying to sew clothes for them all. What a life a farm must have seen when there use to be that many kids running about, helping hands around the farm, doing chores, catching June Bugs and fireflies and playing in the branch. At least I have the pleasure of having a few of my grandkids around so the house can have a little girl sitting near the window so she can see to read a book for school, the old tree out front with the old rope and wooden swing having a little boy with a big smile and tiny hands holding on as he swings on the hill, another one loading a wagon with wood for the fire and enjoying the ride on the wagon back to get a fresh load. Kids bring life to a farm, love….excitement, movement. I often wish I had 15 grandkids or more. I hope I live to see my first great grandchild be born, live to see its tiny little hands holding to the rope on the swing.

When they are not there, the house is quiet. Not an awful quiet, a welcoming quiet. I do love those grandkids, but I also love my rocking chair, the warm fire, potatoes cooking on the wood stove. I spent a lot of time knitting this weekend. I was able to finish Perrin’s scarf he wanted to match his coat. I was putting tassels on last night at midnight, by candle and the light of the oil lamp. I was glad to have it finished, so I can get back to my quilting. I got in bed late and could not sleep (another wonderful thing this menopause can do to you). I was dog tired and could not fall asleep to beat the boot. As soon as my eyes closed I was wide awake. I checked out some books from the library last week and figured if I read a bit, I would get tired enough for sleep. I have already finished 3 of the books in as many days. They are all mountain lore, written by folks who lived here in these mountains in the 1800’s and early 1900’s. They are very interesting books. I love hearing the stories told by the people who lived it, before cars and phones. When everything was made or bartered, nothing much store bought. Salt was scarce and shoes were a luxury. Those books make me crave more, more of what once was. The only problem is, it don’t matter how far back in time I take my lifestyle, I can never really live it, feel it or be it the way it really was because it takes a whole community to get the full effect of a life like that. It takes everyone living it, knowing it, feeling it, being it for it to allow you the chance to see what life was really like. What I get from it is only my side of things. As much as some may be interested in the life, especially friends and neighbors, they have no desire to KNOW it, to live it. They have questions and often wonder about things, but not e enough to experience it for themselves. It may seem so odd to others, but I cannot understand that. How can you not have so much curiosity that you are pulled to FEEL it and BE it yourself, not just read about it. I want an old country store that sells dry goods, I want the neighbor to ask me if I have a bit of salt to spare, I want to have strangers stop by for a drink out of my spring, after all, I do keep a nice ladle on the cedar tree just for that purpose. I cannot have it all, the true experience, it has found way to escape from reality and only surface in the words of a book written by an old woman in 1909. At least there is that however, I could be with nothing, nothing but the words and stories of my mother and mam-maw. Those words and memories I try so hard to not forget, the stories I make myself repeat, remember, KNOW! But therein lies a problem that I must start working on to correct. I think of the stories and I find myself forgetting. I have to stop and think, now did that bear stay in that house all night, or did the dog carry the letter across the frozen river more than once. So now I have realized that my mind is not the proper library to house all of those memories, because it is open to the elements so to speak. Years of weathering and dust and contamination from worries and fears can destroy those pages of time. Sadly they are not recorded anywhere else and are on a fast path of being destroyed forever. So I HAVE to make myself take time to write them down. I want my granddaughter to be able to hold her granddaughter and rock her to sleep while she tells her about the little girl home alone when the bear came to visit, eating all of her cornbread and honey. And I want Perrin to be able to sit down on the creek bank with his grandson and tell him about the dog that use to carry notes to the country store, walking across the Hiwassee River when it froze over, bringing home the requested items tied in a small sack on its back. I want Devin to sit with his grandchildren and tell about his grandmother killing rats with a stick of wood in the living room while her Mam-maw was bedridden and told her of stories when she was a child. It is important those things be remembered, passed down, shared, written somewhere so they won’t succumb to the old age of a woman who is fast forgetting details.

And so I have rambled and brought you to tears in boredom, lol, but I generally post the current thoughts from my cob webbed covered brain.

Things are well at the Broken House. Even in the dead of Winter, when the dark eyed Junco has to force out the first song of the morning, life is abundant and happiness prevails.

Cowboy Perrin, all tied up!

Cowboy Perrin, all tied up!

Perrin begged his Papaw to tie him up on his Bull

Perrin begged his Papaw to tie him up on his "Bull"

Papaw successfully captures the cowboy AND his bull!

Papaw successfully captures the cowboy AND his bull!

Perrin was thrilled when I delivered his new scarf to him that I made. He requested a red and black one to match his coat. He put it on this morning and absolutely loved it, things like that can sure make a Chi Chi proud!

Perrin was thrilled when I delivered his new scarf to him that I made. He requested a red and black one to match his coat. He put it on this morning and absolutely loved it, things like that can sure make a Chi Chi proud!

February 2, 2010

Tuesday, February 2nd, 2010

I have been very limited in time for updates and as things progress I may be even more limited in the future. We are doing our best to focus on things that need to be done around the farm and spending time getting to know ALL of the farm and not just the few acres that are cleared right now.

We continue the work around the barn. The chickens must be pleased to have the company, as they have started laying again. It is sure nice to get fresh eggs again! We have it pretty much cleared all around the barn and have some areas that still need done further out. I want to have it all cleared as much as possible before we put the garden up there. There is repair that needs to be done to the barn as well and we will start on that soon.

We had some snow this past weekend and unfortunately all the pictures I have is of the kids playing in it at their own homes. They did not let us out at work until a bit late on Friday and by the time I located a store with lamp oil, bought it, picked up Chris as Amanda’s and headed home, the roads were covered. There were 17 cars/wrecks in just a few miles of driving in town and it was a nightmare. I could not get in Amanda’s driveway, which was a good thing, because I would not have been able to get out. Chris suggested spending the night there, but we had Sadie and all the cats and chickens at home so there was no option to get stranded somewhere. We headed out of town and got a phone call from a co-worker, telling me to avoid my main road home as there were 7 cars in a ditch in the first ¼ mile of the road. SO we trekked our way to Etowah, then down 411 Hwy, up Bowater Road and then home. This was of course about 30 miles out of our way but I figured the highways would be clear so we would be good. The breaks were freezing up on the car and I could not stop normally. It was just making me a nervous wreck. Well I was wrong about the highway, they had not salted anything at all. The highways were just as bad as back roads, except for the fact that you had transfer trucks trying to pass you and fishtailing it around your car. Downtown was bad and by the time I got to Bowater Road I was in tears. The car slip through the turn because we had no breaks. Then came the hill, a long, steady hill. I got about halfway up that hill before the tired started spinning. Much to the dismay of the truck behind me, I almost came to a complete stop. I refused to stop and just kept pushing the pedal and informing Chris that we were not going to make it up the hill. I think we were doing about 2 miles an hour when we reached the last five feet and I was never so relieved when we reached the top. Well….until I reached our little country road and the car would not stop so I could turn. I just slowed down as much as I could and made it onto the road, between two huge ditches with a flooded creek beneath me. Of course not a single person had been down that road and it was horrible as the rest. I just kept telling myself, we are within walking distance of home now and if I wreck, one of these farmers will pull me out with a tractor tomorrow. 10 miles an hour all the way and then the tiny road of our home. Friendship Church Road….hills with snow and ice, what a wonderful mixture! Our driveway is at the bottom of a hill so I topped that hill going as slow as the car would go and when the car stopped in our driveway, I pried my fingers from the steering wheel and broke out in tears. It took almost an hour and a half to get home, what normally takes 20 minutes.

After that, I could not even enjoy the snow. It was beautiful and I wished I had felt like going out and being in the middle of it for awhile, but all I wanted was a warm fire and Chris to hold me. Saturday morning we got up and headed to do the barn chores. I decided since the dogs were with us and it was so pretty outside, we would walk to the back of the property. It was a very nice walk. The snow was frozen over from a bit of rain we had gotten in the night, but it was so pretty. Tucker located a scent of something and headed into the woods and Sadie ran and leaped through the snow, having a blast. We got home and had a wonderful breakfast of fresh eggs and some hot muscadine juice. Hey heat this up with some cinnamon, cloves and nutmeg and you will be a happy, happy person. Saturday we went no where and enjoyed being home. Chris did some needlepoint and I mended jeans that were in dire need of patches. I also mended one of his shirts, knitted some and over did it with my hand a bit. I did rest it some as I read a book I bought at the auction called “Pioneer Women”. It is a wonderful book giving diary and hand written letter accounts of the struggles women faced in the big move to the west in the mid 1800’s. WOW! Those women had some balls and I would love to see some women in today’s time go through what they went through back then. We enjoyed the day and spending time together. I cooked green beans and taters on the cook stove all day and we had a good supper.

Sunday we made it into town to wash the bed covers at the laundry mat. At some point, one of the animals had an accident on the bed. I am still confused as to which one it actually was, but regardless, the laundry mat was the best place to get those things washed. So we got that done, stopped in to see Perrin for awhile and headed back home. We dropped in to see Lakota and Devin that evening and went home to fuel the fire and enjoy home again.

We have started collecting our seeds together for the garden. I plan to get the sweet potatoes started this weekend so I can get some good slips off them for the garden. I am going to do the same with the potatoes we have in the root cellar we got from the Amish as well. They are very good quality potatoes and weather well in the cellar, so I will grow some of those this year as well. Soon I will be starting the other veggie seeds and before you know it we will be planting the garden. I hope to catch Farmer Johnson feeding his cows soon. I want to ask him if we can come sometime and clean out his barn for the fertilizer. I like to make “Tennessee Tea” for the garden and pour it around the rows after the plants start coming up. Has given me the best tomatoes and such for years now! So we will be busy doing that.

There is so much we need to do to the house and barn and Spring and EVERYTHING. I have 4 weeks vacation from work this year and I plan to spend at least 3 weeks of it working around the farm.

Tucker is growing like a weed. She is officially twice the size she was when we got her and I swear I can see her growing every day. Sadie got herself a rabbit the other day and although it was hid safely in the woods, Tucker found it and I swear I think that dog ate every bite. She came into the house with her stomach so big I thought for sure she would bust open! She will sit now and we are practicing on the “stay” next. She is a good little watch dog. If she hears any unfamiliar sound outside she will immediately jump up in attack mode and start barking. She is a good girl, Cletus would be proud.

I went through my Mother’s birthday on the 26th and then the anniversary of her death on the 31st. I was not able to make it to the graveyard because of the snow and that bothered me a great deal. I tried not to focus on it so much, but it was really bothering me this year. If I had one more day, or just one more hour with her, the things I would love to tell her, ask her, share with her in that brief moment. Not having a mother or grandmother has made me callous and I have problems accepting women into my life that are older than me, especially any who think they can make judgment on my lifestyle. It seems so unfair to me that so many can have a mother or grandmother and have no appreciation for that fact. I miss them, I miss them so much sometimes I feel like my heart is surely going to break into. To have either of them for just a few minutes would mean more to me than anything in my life right now, but it will never be again. It brings tears to my eyes as I write about them.

Oh good news, we were out of bottled water this weekend and could not get out to get any so we used my Pur Hiker Water Filter and filtered several gallons from the Spring. I plan some day to take the water from the Spring and have it tested, but until then, I will just keep filtering it. I hoped after drinking it I did not show any signs of giardia or anything like that. And was grateful when I did not. I had that once and seriously thought I was on death’s door, or maybe I just wanted to be so the misery would end. LOL So we will be filtering our Spring water for use in drinking, until I can get it tested.

I introduced myself to the new neighbors last week. I saw them at the house they were putting up, actually a double wide, and decided to go introduce myself so I could either worry more or put my fears to rest. I can put my fears to rest. They are just down to Earth people, who get this….want to become as self sufficient as possible, they don’t party, do drugs, they have grandkids and 7 grown kids that do not live with them. They have no desire for cows so I don’t have to worry about the branch getting contaminated. They will have a garden and have cleared around their Spring and branch and seem to be good people. They were so happy to hear about how we live and I actually look forward to them moving in now.

I suppose that is about it for now at the Broken House. I have pics I will put up of the kids and the snow as soon as I have time.